Expensive Sadie,

I will name you Sadie. My mom purchased this journal a yr in the past and now I will name you Sadie. As you may see from the image I’ve taped inside your entrance cowl, I am 13, 5’2″, 95 kilos, with lengthy crimson hair and thick lips. My breasts are simply starting to sprout. I am between an A cup and B cup. It is kinda arduous to get a bra that matches proper. Largely I simply use sports activities bras, or not put on one.

Anyway Sadie, I am writing you as a result of issues in my life have actually begun to occur in my life. Final night time, I had a sleepover at Nicky’s home. Nicky is half Hawaiian. She is my dimension and weight, however she has probably the most lovely olive pores and skin and lengthy darkish hair. About 9 o’clock, Nicky’s mother left us alone and it was “tickle time”. That is what me and Nicky name it. We take off all our garments, then lay subsequent to one another on the mattress. Nicky often begins by working her fingers alongside my physique. We have been doing this for 3 years, however the final time, she really caught her fingers in my pussy, then licked them and kissed me. After all, I needed to do the identical for her.

I used to be actually wanting ahead to final night time. I used to be so moist whereas I watched Nicky undress. Her boobs are smaller than mine. My nipples are pink, however Nicky’s are darkish brown. We’re each solely starting to get our first hairs between our legs. After we have been bare, we climbed into the mattress. We began to put subsequent to one another, however Nicky fell over on me. We each giggled and I pulled Nicky as I unfold my legs and felt her pussy contact mine. I felt electrical energy shoot by means of me and we began rubbing in opposition to one another. That is after we heard the noise in Nicky’s closet.

We bought up and tiptoed to the closet. Nicky pulled the door open and Nicky’s ten yr previous cousin was within the closet. Allen had his pants down round his knees. Nicky grabbed him and threw him throughout the room. He landed subsequent to the mattress and we might each see his factor hanging out. “I can see you take pleasure in what you are seeing dweeb”. She checked out me and I might inform that she was considering one thing. “Get on the mattress dweeb” she instructed him, “I will educate Casey one thing and you are going to take pleasure in it, however I swear dweeb, in the event you inform anybody, I am going to kill you. Now, get on the mattress”.

Allen sat on the mattress. Nicky pushed him again and made him lie down. She licked her palm, then grabbed his factor. She started working her hand up and down his factor. She used her different hand to place one in every of his palms on her boob. Allen smiled, then a second later he shot white stuff throughout himself.

“That is referred to as a handjob” she mentioned, “it is a simple option to get a man off”. She stood up and instructed Allen to remain the place he was. She pulled me over to the closet. She began to whisper in my ear. “It hurts the primary time a man places his factor in you, so, why do not we let dweeb right here put his factor in us, then it will not harm a lot the primary time?” “You wish to?” I requested. Nicky nodded, then walked over to the mattress. She climbed on high and slowly put his factor in her. She went up and down about 5 instances, then climbed off. “Your flip” she mentioned.

I climbed on high of Allen. I had a tough time studying the place to place my hips, however I lastly bought his factor in me. It did not harm in any respect, it felt good. I began going up and down. I misplaced observe of how a lot. Nicky pulled me off of him. “That is sufficient” she mentioned, “pull your shorts up dweeb and get out of right here”. Allen bought up. We shared a glance and I believe he knew I wished extra.

A few hours later, I used to be nonetheless awake and I might inform Nicky was sleeping. I snuck out of her room and located Allen’s room. He was mendacity on his again. He was solely sporting jockeys. I pulled his jockeys down and was surprised to seek out it arduous. I questioned if it harm. I attempted to watch out as I climbed on him. I put his factor in me. It felt so good. I began sliding up and down on him. My boobs felt so sizzling. I squeezed them and I nearly made a noise. I needed to chunk my lip. I observed him get stiff, then felt his stuff shoot in me. He smiled, then opened his eyes. “What occurred?” he requested. I put my hand on his mouth. “Would you like extra?” I requested. He nodded. His factor was nonetheless arduous and in me. I began driving him once more. I put his palms on my boobs. He began thrusting his hips. The mattress made a noise and I needed to cease him. We began once more. A couple of minutes later, he shot his stuff in me. I gave him a kiss then climbed off.

I needed to cease off on the toilet as a result of his stuff was working down my thighs. I cleaned up as greatest I might. I climbed again into Nicky’s mattress. I spooned up subsequent to her. She moaned just a little as she held my hand and kissed it. We fell asleep holding one another.

Hello Sadie,

It has been three weeks since I wrote and I’ve something new to let you know. Three days in the past, I used to be on my method house from faculty. I observed this previous man underneath the creek bridge. I do know he was homeless as a result of he had shabby garments on and he had a buying cart. I nonetheless had the lunch my mother packed as a result of my instructor had purchased lunch for me and nicky as a result of we each bought A’s on a pop quiz. I parked my bike and took him my lunch. He smiled and mentioned “Thank You” as he ate the sandwich. I watched him eat. I suppose I used to be fascinated as a result of I by no means knew my father or both of my grandfathers. It made me really feel good to feed him. I fed him the following day and at present, however at present…..

After he ate, he smiled and thanked me once more. I requested him his identify. He instructed me it was Tom. I requested him if he had a spouse. He smiled and mentioned “No”. I then bought a loopy thought and requested him if he wished a handjob. He checked out me like I used to be loopy. “You recognize, handjob”, I mentioned transferring my hand up and down. He simply sat there, so I pulled up my shirt and confirmed him my boobs. He grabbed one in every of my boobs and began sucking on the opposite. I laid again and began getting sizzling.

Simply then, he caught his hand underneath my shorts. He knew the place to go as a result of as soon as he began touching me, I felt stirrings in my stomach. He caught his finger in me a few instances. I wished to fuck, however I used to be letting him do what he wished. Instantly, he stopped and pulled my shorts off. He moved between my legs and I simply let him. A second later, I felt his factor go in me. Nicky was proper, it harm, however then the ache ebbed and it began to really feel higher.

It solely took a few minutes, then he shot his stuff in me. He regarded nervous as he pulled his pants up. He looked round, took his buying cart, and took off. I pulled my shorts up and went house. I took a bathe, then a shower. After the bathtub, I observed that my pussy stank. I bought nervous and anxious. When my mother got house, I began crying. I used to be anxious that I had caught a sexual illness and I did not wish to get the previous man in bother, so I instructed my mother that I had fooled round with a man at college and I used to be scared. She was pissed, however took me to a health care provider.

We each cried this afternoon and night time. I ended up on the capsule and I was grounded till faculty completed.   

Expensive Sadie,

It has been two weeks since summer time trip began. Nicky went away to camp. My mother could not afford summer time camp, so she made me promise to behave whereas she was at work. Yesterday, I used to be driving my bike round and I needed to pee, actual dangerous. There’s this three story constructing in my neighborhood. It was the place closest to the place I used to be. I went as much as the entrance door and located it locked. A safety guard bought up and got here to the door. I instructed him I needed to pee. He regarded round, and let me in. I thanked him and virtually ran to the toilet.

It was the nicest toilet I’ve ever seen. There was a sofa and scented cleaning soap and towels. Once I completed, I went to the desk the place the safety guard was. Just like the homeless man, he was an previous man. He instructed me that he wasn’t presupposed to let me in, however the three people who got here in had left. Then he began telling me how he labored 12 hour days on the weekends and the way it was slower on Sunday than Saturday. I requested him his identify, and he told it was Frank. I requested him if he was married or had a girlfriend. He instructed me no. I began getting an thought. I requested if I might go to him on Sunday. He instructed me sure.

Once I went at present, I wore solely a tank high, shorts and flip flops. Frank let me in once more, and I went proper to the toilet. I undressed, then poked my head out into the hallway. I referred to as Frank and instructed him there was one thing he wanted to see. When he walked within the toilet and noticed me bare, his eyes bought actual massive. He simply stood there. I grabbed his belt buckle and pulled him to the sofa.

I needed to open his zipper and get his factor out. I raised up my hips and he lastly began responding. His factor was as massive because the homeless man. It did not harm in any respect this time. I used to be stunned at how lengthy it lasted. He fucked me for an hour earlier than he lastly got here. He held me for a couple of minutes, then I bought up and bought dressed as a result of mother was going to get anxious about me.

I gave Frank a kiss as I left the constructing. Then, as I used to be leaving, I observed that Frank had a van. I bought an thought, however it must wait until subsequent weekend. I can not wait.